so im sitting here listening to The Smashing Pumpkins and Perfect comes on.

which makes me think ov only one person . :/

sometimes i think ov her so much i am tempted to contact her and make up.

idk why i stopped talking to her in the first place.

she was a huge part ov my last few years.

she was my best friend.

i really miss her , but i dont know how to go about saying

“hey sorry i stopped talking to you will you forgive me and make things f=go back to normal?”

i wish i wasn’t so weak.

i wish i still had her in my life.

im sure things would be different .

the only reason i am writing this is cos i know she will never read this.

no tears yet but it may be too soon to tell.